I saw my friend posting this on her status, so I thought I'm in the same situation as her.
The closer you try to get to something, the more you are afraid of it leaving you. On the other hand, the less you care about it, the more you are afraid of losing it.
Trying really hard to maintain as friends, but I cannot treat her like I used to. I feel like confessing everything to her but I'm afraid I'll hurt her.
I tend to over think things and make matters worse. I'm praying, please God, show me a miracle. This miracle may be a very selfish request, but when it comes to love, I don't want to give her away...
Perhaps everything I said are words of a "loser". Winner gets everything, loser has nothing but himself to blame. I had feel so sad in the middle of the night, I woke up and wrote out all my feelings into a letter. If only she knew...
