Thursday, January 20, 2011
Dear Zack,
Lighter
I told her everything, not directly, but she understood. I wasn't expecting much when i decided to come clean, but now i feel a lot lighter, a lot better.
They say time can heal everything, but there are also times, when time is unbearable. In my situation, there's nothing I can offer her, nothing I can do for her.
The only thing I have and can give, is time.
Yours sincerely,
Me.
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Friday, January 14, 2011
Dear Zack,
communication has become the most difficult thing i've ever done.
I saw my friend posting this on her status, so I thought I'm in the same situation as her.
The closer you try to get to something, the more you are afraid of it leaving you. On the other hand, the less you care about it, the more you are afraid of losing it.
Trying really hard to maintain as friends, but I cannot treat her like I used to. I feel like confessing everything to her but I'm afraid I'll hurt her.
I tend to over think things and make matters worse. I'm praying, please God, show me a miracle. This miracle may be a very selfish request, but when it comes to love, I don't want to give her away...
Perhaps everything I said are words of a "loser". Winner gets everything, loser has nothing but himself to blame. I had feel so sad in the middle of the night, I woke up and wrote out all my feelings into a letter. If only she knew...
Yours sincerely,
Me.
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Thursday, January 13, 2011
Dear Zack,
Year 2011
One year left to world end?
Haha, im currently doing Fyp. Woah, i bet you understand the pain of Fyp! I was off with a rather rough start but now my passion kinda came back... wonder if it's too late to get an A now...
Anyways, I should be really sad right now but I'm trying really hard to suppress the sadness. Why? Can't you remember? The girl I like but I didn't confess. Now you remember? There are many things I want to say out, but it's just not good to type them out in a blog.
Just one quote my friend posted on Facebook,
"If you think its hard to say "I love you", Its even harder NOT saying it to someone that matters to you even if you try holding back your feelings"
For now, I'll be her friend, close friends. I'll wait.
Yours sincerely,
Me.
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